29.1.13


Final Soliloquy of the Interior Paramour
By Wallace Stevens

Light the first light of evening, as in a room
In which we rest and, for small reason, think
The world imagined is the ultimate good.

This is, therefore, the intensest rendezvous.
It is in that thought that we collect ourselves,
Out of all the indifferences, into one thing:

Within a single thing, a single shawl
Wrapped tightly round us, since we are poor, a warmth,
A light, a power, the miraculous influence.

Here, now, we forget each other and ourselves.
We feel the obscurity of an order, a whole,
A knowledge, that which arranged the rendezvous.

Within its vital boundary, in the mind.
We say God and the imagination are one...
How high that highest candle lights the dark.

Out of this same light, out of the central mind,
We make a dwelling in the evening air,
In which being there together is enough. 

27.11.12


cranberry tea and thinking of how my voice matches that tone
the velvet ringing my fingers through your hair for sure
french braid french kiss french toast french maid
the setting of a million suns
constant
for whoknowshowfar
don't be scared
don't be sad
what's the point?
no point
no clear stated declaration of my life in ink or in blood that 
has me convinced.
i will not fight for a reason
i will not fight
but i will watch
and learn
and try to make sense
because i can't help it

7.3.12

words
can sum up the world
almost like
how a recipe
can show you how
to make the most
delicious bread
but,
it cannot explain
how it feels in
your mouth
or how it satisfies
your hunger
or gives you the energy
to complete the task at hand

27.10.11

stars in my eyes
stars in my eyes
the high traffic of late october skies
not to be mistaken for common house flies
stars in my eyes
stars in my eyes

8.9.11

incredibly complex, but perfectly simple..
like how the beginning must have been

3.9.11

"So the real question is: does one see the total process of life or is one concentrated on the particular, thus missing the whole field of life? To be aware of the whole field is to see also the particular, but, at the same time, to understand its relationship to the whole. "